I swear, the fiftieth time tonight
Do you know how this makes me feel?
Tears trickle down my eyes
As I nod away the fight
Do you know that your words did something irreparable?
I swear I will be the same next time
When your spitting fire with your hands strangling the wheel
And I know I'll never win
You're the scar that sits on my skin
Do you know that your words did something irreparable?
If I'm only worth the things I can do for you
Then why is it that you still ask why I'm storming up the stairs?
You always know how to make me feel so worthless
Yeah you make it sound like I'm so f*cking useless
'Cause I can't tie the strings right
(It's really not that I don't want to)
Just stood there as you did it yourself
(Never meant to, messed up anyway)
The last thirty minutes and I'm making the most of it
You just had to go and ask something of me
From your shoulder I felt the cold
And it's all my fault I know
But the look on your face made me feel so despicable
Do you know how this makes me feel?
Do you know how this makes me feel?
Do you know how this makes me feel?
Do you know how this makes me feel
To let you down and be such a disappointment?