Tell me why everybody used to say to me
Stay in school, can't be someone without a degree
I'm just tryna live my life, live it happily
Think the pressure's getting to me 'cuz it's getting hard to breathe
Found a bottle, grabbed the pills, I'm going to sleep
Finally putting myself out of my own misery
Crazy how that night I had a very vivid dream
Guess it took all that for me to find something to believe
Wonder why everybody think I'm playing 'round
Think you're sitting up, so high, but you're on the ground
If you f*ck with me, swear to God you'll be in lost and found
Ain't shit funny, boy you looking like a mother f*cking clown
Oh God, someone hold me back before I'm gone
Waking up the beast, you better run
This the shit that I consider fun
Oh God
Wonder why everybody think I'm playing 'round
Think you're sitting up, so high, but you're on the ground
If you f*ck with me, swear to God you'll be in lost and found
Ain't shit funny, boy you looking like a mother f*cking clown
Oh God, someone hold me back before I'm gone
Waking up the beast, you better run
This the shit that I consider fun
Oh God