courteau - VIII. MOVIES Lyrics

I stay away from food
And I don't even know why
Blaming me again
Problems that I'm putting aside
Waiting for the end
Couple minutes
Hours
Why?
Insecure and lonely
Movies made for me to cry
I admit that I can only be the happy pony
For a minute 'till I try to Al Capone it
After the addiction set when I was just a kid
Had to hit a spliff
Forty minutes in I think I knew that I was jigged
Silica brain
Im the leaf on a mountain
Chile start to rain
And there's many youthful fountains
Feeling the surrounding
Is it astounding?
See me in the valley
Your heart been pounding
I just made a check
Chump change
Less than three-k
We lit
F*ckin' on a sofa
I hit
Roll too many Z's
In a red whip
Collar green polo
Blue collar moto
Shorty fly across the world
She call, like, "Hello Moto"
I just wanna tour alone
Yeah, I'm talkin' solo
Askin' me for videos
But only get a photo
I can't get a piece of someone
Who ain't livin' FOMO
Yeah 'cause
I admit that I can only be the happy phony
For a minute 'till I try to Al Capone it
Had to hit the prone so no one see me when they worried
Guess I wouldn't hate it if they find me where I'm buried
And I'm
Guessing that he doesn't really get what I been getting
I make too much shit happen for me to think it isn't heaven
I just made myself the enemy run to the forest
Last seen on Elm St
They couldn't read the story
Always changing
Ever changing
They takin' chances
The child that I was is gone
But also pretty famous
And my heart is burning
But not like my boys mary
Bitch I'm dying
Suicidal
Hit the throttle
Double douche in the city with my miss's many bottles
Tell everybody that the child kept on for miles
Dying from the lack of what was hiding in the smile
Walking back to God and running down to all the fire
And I-
Stay away from food
And I don't even know why
Blaming me again
Problems that I'm putting aside
Waiting for the end
Couple minutes
Hours
Why?
Insecure and lonely
Movies made for me to cry