Inside Video (MV)

I knew you as a lover
I knew you as a friend
I knew you as the one who made me feel whole again
Yeah
Trusted with my heart, didn't work out in the end
Cause when it finally felt together
Then you broke it all again
Had so many sleepless nights
Wish I slept, but never woke up
Every thought about you made me sick
I want to throw up
I know I need to grow up but you're my biggest sin
Like the chances I recover were already pretty thin, yeah
Cause I don't wanna speak, let me feel weak right now
I've been crying on my knees but I can' help but break down
Let it all just fall away
Let it all just fall away
Cause I don't wanna speak, let me feel weak right now
I've been crying on my knees but I can' help but break down
Let it all just fall away
Let it all just fall away
Yeah
Because I've been so lonely
Yeah I've been high
It's just a one way ticket
To let the time pass by
And even though it's not worth it
I know that I could die
But just the thought without you
That kills me all inside
I knew you as a lover
Knew you as a friend
I knew you as the best that I could ever really get
Cue all the regrets because I sure as hell
Never let you know how far I really was under your spell
I just get sick to my stomach
Because I know what I've done
And I know I screwed it all up
Do you know who I've become?
You're so out of reach I can't beg your forgiveness
I've turned myself into who I should've been for you to begin with
But I don't wanna speak, let me feel weak right now
No one understands why I've been this way since you walked out
Let it all just fall away
Let it all just fall away
And I can't really move just leave me be right now
I've tried to let it go but I can't help but break down
Let it all just fall away
Let it all just fall away
Because I've been so lonely
Yeah I've been high
It's just a one way ticket
To let the time pass by
And even though it's not worth it
I know that I could die
But just the thought without you
That kills me all inside
Yeah I've been so lonely
Yeah I've been so lost
I wish that time stopped moving
And I'm not worried about the price that costs
I'm not alright I'm a mess
Can't get you out of my head
I hate you more than I need you
But I'd do this over again
I can't imagine myself caught up with anybody else
You can go ahead and take whatever you think might be left
'Til my last breath
Because I've been so lonely
Yeah I've been high
It's just a one way ticket
To let the time pass by
And even though it's not worth it
I know that I could die
But just the thought without you
That kills me all inside