Yeah
And I was, on my way
The college, of their dreams
Tried to make my, momma proud
But now I'm just another, college dropout
I been smoking, too much loud
I try to stay in, smaller crowds
Bad enough I let my family down
I mean how can I ever, live this down
Depressed overthinking I catch myself drinking too much on the weekend
Most times by myself momma says I need help that I'm killing my health
The drugs got me tweaking I can't get to sleeping the demons stay creeping I hear all The Creaking as they start to reach in no yelling or screaming just silence is singing
And I was, on my way
The college, of their dreams
Tried to make my, momma proud
But now I'm just another, college dropout
I never thought this, would be me
Had my life planned out at 17
But shit just changed so rapidly
And now I'm hanging by a string
I'm sick and polluted the cuts and the bruises been acting so ruthless
They say that I'm fruitless how can I be useful when I'm being useless
And I was, on my way
The college, of their dreams
Tried to make my, momma proud
But now I'm just another, college dropout
I'm sorry mom that I failed you
I hope that dad forgives me too
Just understand that I tried
I guess that wasn't, my path in life
And I was, on my way
The college, of their dreams
Tried to make my, momma proud
But now I'm just another, college dropout