Crimson Marais - Don't Know How Lyrics

Do you know how much I think of you every summer
Do you still keep in you glimmers of who we were
Do you remember those early nights or it's a blur
Missing you, missing you, missing you I cannot lie (too late)
You and I, you and I, you and I we had it all (too late, too late)
Dropped the ball, dropped the ball, dropped the ball, I should have stayed (you blamed, her state)
Too afraid, too afraid, too afraid put on a show (you could not wait)
Let it go, let it go, let it go it's over now (I was almost ready to be)
Don't know how, don't know how (able to see, why)
We had our time as a family, with your mother (the good times, the bad times, it seemed like twenty lifetimes, the good times, the bad times, you'd leave us hanging sometimes)
We could have played along happily undercover (the good times, the bad times, I learned to see the stop signs, the good times, the bad times, could hide between the landmines)
We should have stuck it out faithfully and forever (the good times, the bad times, must read between every line, the good times, the bad times, we'd love each other sometimes)
Missing you, missing you, missing you I cannot lie (too late)
You and I, you and I, you and I we had it all (too late, too late)
Dropped the ball, dropped the ball, dropped the ball, I should have stayed (you blamed, her state)
Too afraid, too afraid, too afraid put on a show (you could not wait)
Let it go, let it go, let it go it's over now (I was almost ready to be)
Don't know how, don't know how (able to see, why)
Never stop grieving
Some days it comes and goes (I sometimes think about you)
There is no ceiling (But I no longer miss you)
Just higher lows (I've learned to live without you)
I disappeared one day suddenly in the summer (the good times, the bad times, it seemed like twenty lifetimes, the good times, the bad times, you'd leave us hanging sometimes)
I could not stay and stand with the pain to recur (the good times, the bad times, I learned to see the stop signs, the good times, the bad times, could hide between the landmines)
I still keep photographs in my mind, both you and her (the good times, the bad times, must read between every line, the good times, the bad times, we'd love each other sometimes)
Missing you, missing you, missing you I cannot lie (too late)
You and I, you and I, you and I we had it all (too late, too late)
Dropped the ball, dropped the ball, dropped the ball, I should have stayed (you blamed, her state)
Too afraid, too afraid, too afraid put on a show (you could not wait)
Let it go, let it go, let it go it's over now (I was almost ready to be)
Don't know how, don't know how (able to see, why)
Why