Crown Imperial - If. Lyrics

I feel like I'm in high school again
I'm just not sure where to begin
Maybe the flower was the sign
I shouldn't let you pass me by

But I can't say I didn't try
No I can't say I didn't try

Cuz lately I've been tryin' to find some better words
So I don't come off as insecure
But lately I've been feeling, lately I've been feeling unsure
About you and about me
About what the f*ck is even happening
Because it's been a long time since I was this scared to be hurt

But life goes on that's something I'll admit
Every single day I keep on saying if
But my pillow's been the thing I've been sleeping with

And god I know it sounds bad
I've not gone mad
Being around you make me want what I can't have

Lately I've been tryin' to find some better words
So I don't come off as insecure
But lately I've been feeling, lately I've been feeling unsure
About you and about me
About what the f*ck is even happening
Because it's been a long time since I was this scared to be hurt

And I can't keep from smiling when I read your words
God I can't keep from smiling when I read your words