Crush Da Catalyst - Closure Pt. 1: Venting Lyrics

Why couldn't you just talk to me
Say anything
I thought was really happy
But now
We in two different place
And it really suck
You doing God knows what
And me stuck in a rut
Viewing pictures watching polos
Thinking we were magic
I always see your car
But I never catch you in traffic
You were bae
And I hate the word bae
But a simple good morning dear
And I'm gucci for the day
Maybe I'm just losing it
Maybe I didn't see it clear
That we were scared
But we were embracing the fear
What was cool we made lit
What was great we made better
A romance rivaling many
And we weren't even together
Yo, I don't wanna yell at you
I just wanna hold you close
Grip you tight
Show you that I miss you the most
On second thought I do wanna buck
Cause you cut me deep
My emotions pouring out
And I can't stop the leak
Cause this scar
Won't go away with a bandage
And keeping up appearances
Is really hard to manage
I'm mad as hell
But I still wanna kiss you
Whether little or a lot
I never not miss you
But this pain
It's really hard to hide
I'm letting it all out now
Cause I'm breaking inside
But talking to you like this
Really got me choked up
I said all this
Then I woke up
Damn