Cryptic One - Rebirth of Regret Lyrics

See I'm trapped
Somewhere between birth and dying
Yes I'm trapped
Somewhere between truth and lying
See I'm trapped
Somewhere between heaven and hell
Yes I'm trapped in a place called life
An endless carousel
Yes I'm trapped in life's labyrinth with absolutely no maps
And I'm trapped in this maze and I'm amazed by the trap
And it changes, rearranges each and every day
And there ain't much guidance here, no breadcrumbs lead the way
Sometimes I feel I'm cursed, firsthand witness to the death of regret
And now I witness her rebirth
Born in different form, no hate or scorn involved
Just lost pieces of this life puzzle that I can't solve
The pieces... missing? Or simply overlooked?
See now I judge covers by the content of the book
And this book has depth and I slept on it for years
And I've been scared to read it, to confirm all my fears
Now I'm trapped within these beautifully bound pages
Thrown into the unknown friend zone mazes
There I sat trapped plotting plans to climb out
But I couldn't see passed this dense cloud of doubt
So I take each step with care
In fact a little too much care
And not enough dare
And thats why I'm still trapped here
And it's a catch 22, double edged sword to trust in hope
I'm damned if I do
But damned if I don't
I'm still trapped
I'm still lonely and afraid
I'm still trapped
I'm still in this self created maze
I'm still trapped
And I feel like it is my last days
Yes I'm trapped
And its time that I try to escape this cage
Long nights awake
And I plot an elaborate escape
In hopes to break free in one try
Now it's all at stake
Enough of this looking
Time to take a taste
Of the apple of my eye
And its taste warms my soul
And I'm whole for a singular short little... moment in time
My cloud of doubt was briefly lifted... when I opened my mouth... now its
Time to open my mind
But I can't (don't)
And throw myself back to my cell
I sacrificed my freedom just to believe in this hell
So I sit and dream, of what was in my grasp my task
To regain the present for futures sake break the past
(shake it fast)
Semi-success... Apple falls far from the tree
And it lands in my open hands
And it will set me free
See the outcome of my fate
Mystery
Unknown
But now at least I know I don't walk this maze alone
Yes I'm trapped
Somewhere between destiny and fate
And I'm trapped
In my dreams but I'm stuck wide awake
I'm trapped
And don't know with what I'm faced
Yes I'm trapped
And no longer desire to escape
Yes I'm trapped
Somewhere between destiny and fate
And I'm trapped
In my dreams but I'm stuck here wide awake
See I'm trapped
Plus I don't know with what I'm faced
I'm trapped
But no longer desire to escape