C-S1k - No More Lyrics

So many thoughts
Hide behind a smile
Takes all I got just
To find a smile
I'm somewhere
Between the past and where I'm going, I'm going
Don't know my destination
But I'm roaming, I'm roaming
Lost and just so
Dull with emotions
Just going through the motions
Almost like I'm soulless
I can't go on living, no
Living no more, more
I can't go on living, no
Living no more, more
Only one way out of this
Inebriated or death
This world is getting to heavy
I'm here struggling for breath
I'm trapped
Don't want to be living, no
Living no more, more
I'm claustrophobic
Pressures closing
I can't take it, take it
Take it, take it, take it
It's pressing on me
With no relief
I can't take it, take it
Take it, take it, take it
No, I can't take it
So many thoughts
Hide behind a smile
Takes all I got just
To find a smile
Somewhere between
The past and future
Broken and hoping
I can make my way
Up out this hole
It's the coldest
I think I've hit my lowest
Alone, vulnerable
Show me a sign
That I'm wanted
I can't go on living, no
Living no more, more
I can't go on living, no
Living no more, more
Only one way out of this
Inebriated or death
This world is getting to heavy
I'm here struggling for breath
I'm trapped
Don't want to be living, no
Living no more, more
The walls are closing, imposing
And I can't take it, take it
Take it, take it, take it
Can't move I'm frozen, it's over
I'm 'bout to take it, take it
Take it, take it, take it, yeah
I'm 'bout to take it
I'm 'bout to take it
So many thoughts
Hide behind a smile
Takes all I got just
To find a smile
I'm somewhere
Between the past and where I'm going, I'm going
It's not worth the pain
To keep on going, going
(Takes) everything I got
Not to show it, show it
But y'all don't know it
Y'all don't know it