Intj Video (MV)

Staring at a hot air balloon
Knowing I could float away too
Like all the birds of prey pretending to be fish in the sea
I'm done apologizing for the things that make me me
When I grow up I wanna be dead
That well behaved cadaver put a bullet in his head
Please carve apart my brain and figure out where I went wrong
Cut out this damn disease that makes me write all these dumb songs
Cuz maybe then I would act normally and be loved
Yesterday I cut off my foot
Right after I removed it from my mouth
Yeah I got lots of tooth marks on my feet
You should see 'em
Yeah, you can count 'em
Turns out I'm an INTJ
I stick my head in well organized sand all damn day
I'm an introvert it seems and I don't give a f*ck
Your secret's always safe with me cuz I'm too scared to talk
And even if I wanted to, who would I tell?
Sweet at first now bitter at last
Like a candle wax orgasm or a backwards sour patch
Sometimes I wish that I can go back in the woods and die
At least then I'd be safe and sound from those who wish to pry
I'll lose my sanity again just like I have before
My worry is the big bad wolf
I'm sucking wind and I'm blowing down the door
My worry is the big bad wolf and I'm blowing down the door
Subtle heart attack
Backwards sour patch
Feeling coming on
Blue and honey blonde
I'll lose my sanity again just like I have before
My worry is the big bad wolf I'm blowing down the door
Insanity is what sets me apart from the rest
And I am blessed