I called your name but you stopped hearing me
When you closed shut all of your doors
This sweet infected love keeps killing me
I cannot shake the feeling that I've done this all before
And if I wait here I'll be waiting for your ghost
And if I go to sleep I'm scared I'll dream
Fighting fate, fatigue and apathy
Broken pieces smeared with glue
Hiding hate, love, fear and misery
I find impossible to do and so I pass it off to you
And if I breathe too deep I'll surely die alone
And as you show me how it's done I find another song
I hear the voices calling my name
They grip my soul, they grip my brain
This is the worst I've ever felt
I'm losing you and I'm losing myself
Who am I, where am I from
How did my heart become so numb
I feel ablaze; I'm burning down
Gasping for air but learning to drown
This is the worst I have ever felt