Suicidal Video (MV)

Look Calvin it's (sigh) I think you care a lot
If at once I think you care a lot and you're just putting up like this barrier
Beacuse of your past an shit an you think that like mi ago f*ck you up again...
Like mi ago do sumn Again sorry mi wash mi hair tonight but umm...

It's to hard to write a love song I can't tell you where the loves from
Nobody really cares I've gotta face my fears

Deep inside I wanna die don't say goodbye it makes me cry
They hit me down I'm on the ground don't make a sound they always come around

Deep inside I wanna die don't say goodbye it makes me cry
They hit me down I'm on the ground don't make a sound they always come around

I need to share the peace I don't even wanna peak
A lot a girls at my feet when I touch the street
I know she got a guy tell me lies looking in my eyes
Now my hand on her thighs make me rise singing lullabies

Deep inside I wanna die don't say goodbye it makes me cry
They hit me down I'm on the ground don't make a sound they always come around

Deep inside I wanna die don't say goodbye it makes me cry
They hit me down I'm on the ground don't make a sound they always come around

A lot a love to my G'z they never spill the tea
They gimmi loyalty I don't have to pay a fee
I'm swimming in the sea I want the key but normally
She would want a money tree so mami calling me daddy

Deep inside I wanna die don't say goodbye it makes me cry
They hit me down I'm on the ground don't make a sound they always come around

Deep inside I wanna die don't say goodbye it makes me cry
They hit me down I'm on the ground don't make a sound they always come around

Calvin replies to girl: I don't know where this feeling but that's just it
I know what I want so after this I won't ever be the same