CVLTE - happy. (feat. 釈迦坊主) Lyrics

Wake up every morning wish the day would end
Long nights got me overthinking everything
I'm getting used the pain i start to feel numb
Tell me what i gotta do to feel alright

Mama told me that it's alright
But it's not so i drank oh no
I don't understand what you're saying till I'm sober
Will you say it again when it's over
I've been trying to search for angels fighting demons
I think i've found happiness in self destruction

Living hell depressed oh f*ck i'm overthinking
Too scared to show no i don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but i don't think i can quit my addiction

I'm so happy
Oh what a wonderful life

These nights i'm lost in my head
I don't know when to get out
She might be f*cking someone else
While i'm alone in my bed

Hallelujah jesus save us hands together
I'm on my knees again praying
Hoping that you'll be there when i come down
Can't f*cking take this will you chase me
When i run out

Living hell depressed oh f*ck i'm overthinking
Too scared to show no i don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but i don't think i can quit my addiction

I'm so happy
Oh what a wonderful life

悲しくなんかないんだ
いつだって俺はhighだ
パパは俺よりdrugを愛してる
ママ泣いてる
パパはいつも泣いてるママを殴ってる
泣いてる
地元なんかいらないから
何処かへ逃げようよ
何処かへ逃げようよ
東京 二人暮らそうよ
幸せに暮らそうよ
気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた
お父さんが好きだったアレがもっと欲しい
ごめんママ もう

Living hell depressed oh f*ck i'm overthinking
Too scared to show no i don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but i don't think i can quit my addiction

Depressed oh f*ck i'm overthinking
Too scared to show no i don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but i don't think i can quit my addiction

I'm so happy

My addiction

Oh what a wonderful life

Oh what a wonderful life