Deestylistic - Hard To Love A Gangster Lyrics

Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
U making me full of misery nd all this anger
I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

Times is in the wind, slowly drifting apart
Each nd everyday's take away my heart til there's nuthin left
But memories fillin up inside like heavy rain
Til I opens up nd twist it down
That's wen u understand my pain
Out in the streets wid my bois we were ghetto balla empty nuthin unplemmployed
We all had it rough thru ghetto years happened
But wusnt that enuff caught up in the love
Then u didn't even calm of love
Til your tears streamin down your eyes
Let your heart broken a promise like
Think about me in despites who what wonder why
Time change like everything relationships rearrange
Love is like a wealth people willing to cheat
Nuthin strange ever on me the cycle of peace
'nd I'm giving u love never knew what it was
If I did I won't part the cloud nd let the sunshine hold u tight appreciate u ever
Being mine.

Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
U making me full of misery nd all this anger
I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

Them gangbang fighting I have never complained
I may happie u wus man but your heart I couldn't obtained
But it's too late nd I'm in over my head
I pray each day that u won't lie with the dead
But I'm in love with a gangster that's the way that it goes
Down wen u had money I wus down when u wus broke
No matter situation I wus there by your side
Smiling and the foolish tears fallin fr0m my dark brown eyes
So what's is gonna take for u to open up to me
Swallowing your pride nd spend sometime wid me
It's hard to love a gangsta I can clearly see
Wen your bois over there tell me, u needed me
It's 5 in the morning 'nd u still ain't home
U out wid bois in the streets alone
Something inside telling me that something might be wrong
No patient, no message, u ain't picking up your fone
What am I to do when I got a thug for a man
There's so many things that is hard to comprehend
I n0e I alwais wanted a thug in my life
But this pain is killing me like a sharp knife...

Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
U making me full of misery nd all this anger
I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

Livin this life as a thug ain't easy
Hard to find a girl in this world to please me
So I give myself wid u u give urself to me
Even though I'm never around alwais wid the bois duin it down
... catchin cases I noe it's hard to love a g
But even though I put u thru all this misery
U still here waiting for me
Nd sumtimes I wonder why all the bullshiet I got u thru
Having u feelin the blues nd u still alwais stay true
U have to trust that u will fit
That's why I give u my heart
Girl, never find a lady like u in this world
U my gangsta queen I'm your king u my grl u my everythang
My life is so isnt life widout u, feels so cold
I'm jes lettin u noe I'm alwais gonna be right here
Never leave your side so show no fear
U alwais show me that u care
That's why u my down ass shorty for life
U my girl, u my shorty, u my wife

Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta
U making me full of misery nd all this anger
I could never turn my cheek and call u a stranger
Baby u noe it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta