Defying Control - I Accept Defeat Lyrics

I accept defeat
And I suffer because I think I'm weak
I regret I didn't have an answer
For all the times it was needed

There's so much to do to change this
I got to win back my self esteem
Without it we are nothing
So I gave up being a coward

And I wonder wonder why
These thoughts don't let me sleep at night
A million voices in my head
Telling me I have the strength R.
To carry on and go ahead
But I need to find
The confidence within
But inside it's hard to find
So the voices come at night

I accept defeat
For all the times I was beaten
I'll get back up on my feet
Temporary losses make me stronger

There's nothing I regret more
Then going down without a fight
Thoughts won't let me sleep at night
I may lose battles but I'll win the war

R.

So listen to me
I will accept defeat
On February the thirtieth...