Divided Heaven - 1,000 New Conclusions Lyrics

I could have swore the ends were fraying
In too many different sides
1,000 new conclusions
None of which were right
The minutes feel like gravity holding down
The hours passed
With no weight or resolution
To overturn the hourglass.

No, I know I don't belong but could you help me understand
That what's coming around now is what we should have stopped back then

But I'm right
Yeah I'm doing alright
I lost my faith in misery when I was too f*cked up to lie
I can't find a reason to hold on
Or to make me change my mind
But perhaps I will in time

I could see it focus clearly
As if right in front of me
Through a tangled web of reasons
We all choose to believe
Too few reward compassion
When the answer can be bought
And sold to us as familiar
Just as soon as we forgot

No I know I don't belong but I cannot stop my mind
From following the footsteps of those leaving me behind

But I'm wrong
Yeah I'm so far gone
From my idea of myself that I could share with no one else
I can't find a reason to hold on
To the future in my hands
That I conveniently forgot to plan

But it's right there in the signals
Yeah its right there in the skies
Yeah it's right there in the shadows
Yeah its right there in the smiles