runnning Video (MV)

Running away
I'm running away
I gotta let go of my weights
So I can escape
No I'm Never awake
Never I'm never awake
Im never okay,
Never okay, I'm never okay
In spite of the shit that I say
In light of the wit that it made
So cut me a break cuz I'm
Running away
I'm running away
I gotta let go of my weights
So I can escape
No I'm Never awake
Never I'm never awake
Im never okay,
Never okay, I'm never okay
In spite of the shit that I say
In light of the wit that it made
So cut me a break cuz I'm
Asking for life not to shut me away
Anchor me down for the rest of my days
Wouldn't believe all the shit I've seen
All of the places I've been in my brain
Got me some crutches but need me a cane
Why am I healing so slowly?
I'm not alone but I'm feeling so lonely
Last night in my dream I talked to a younger me and I felt like an alien
Wake up but I don't wanna play again
Enough of this shit nah I'm tired of feeling it
But What do I do with no cure to fight?
Guess I'm praying for days where my movement ain't paralyzed
Where a beach is a paradise
Where the peace doesn't terrorize
Where I don't feel no fear at night
Now I realize that I'm
Running away
I'm running away
There's no time to waste
I tried to escape
But still I'm awake
Still I'm awake
I know I'm okay,
I know I'm okay
In spite of the shit that I say
In light of the wit that it made
I caught me a break
Inside of the daze
Tired of counting the days
Live in the moment don't wanna get carried away
In a sea of my shame
Shit Maybe that's why I dissociate
Took me a while to correlate
I'm tired of running I'm done with the oralé
It's never too late
Listen to me
This isn't plea
Just learning to show my vulnerability
In a world where they lock you up with no key
And tell you to be at the top of your uh
And tell you to be the top of your reach
See from the top of the peak
These days I just wanna leave
These days I just wanna leave
Cuz f*ck it I'm tired of running away
Running away
I'm running away
There's no time to waste
I tried to escape
But still I'm awake
Still I'm awake
I know I'm okay,
I know I'm okay
In spite of the shit that I say
In light of the wit that it made
I caught me a break
These chains are too heavy
I throw off the weight
These chains are too heavy
I throw off the weight
I know that I'm safe
I look at the sky and I know that I'm safe
I know I'm okay
I know I'm okay
I know we gon make it
Facing my fears til the day I embrace them
Wiping the tears then I tie up my laces
Was running away now I'm running my fate
And that's how I know I'm okay
I know I'm okay
It's alright
I know I'm okay