They ain't know how to react when I said I'm gone
The fact that I would rather rap than live in a dorm
The fact that I would rather leave and just face the storm
The fact that I would risk it all for this mighty sword
Mighty mighty pen gone make big bucks for me
I look to God and he whispers good luck to me
I look to kev and he give a big hug to me
My head is spinning
But I'll make it out trust in me
It was the 12th month
Right around the 5th day
Had to call my mama to tell her these were my last days
She wasn't elated but told me hop on the next plane
I was rushing to the grind
Peepin game x Ray
My father on the other hand wasn't feelin right
Callin me selfish and he's ridiculing me every night
Sayin be patient
Why you tryna go live a different life
Physically gifted
But my mental is at a different height
But in spite
I always was peerin in the light
Never verbalized I was feelin
That school just wasn't right
Cause my frontal lobe was conditioned
To just go read and write
Paying astronomic tuition
Man something isn't right
Why not chase ya dreams
No matter what they say
Cause in the grave it's you
And thoughts of disarray
I'm tryna live my truth
My path is like a ray
And no one believed
It's N.O.B the gang
They sayin I'm gone fold
I ain't ready to be on my own
But I'm gone face my foes
Imma make it man that's on my soul
And they gone laugh oh no
And tell you bro see I told you so
I'm so glad I know
This my purpose so I let it show
Yeah
They gone really try to talk you out
Yeah
You gone really have to grind it out
I don't sleep
Cause I can't afford to lose time
A young teen
Reciprocals sayin oh my
I'll give you 91 reasons
That just at 19
Imma be the newest young nigga out on the night scene
Imma be the daily narcotic to all the dope fiends
Imma be the leapin lumbodist up in ya brain strings
Imma be the leader cause trust me you can do anything
I'll even be the martyr
Cause everything isnt as it seems
I'd rather die for my dreams
Than live a lie comfy
I'd rather just scrapin by
Knowing I did something
I'd rather look in the mirror
The end of every day
Knowing that I never let my dreams go and fade away
Knowing that I didn't give it up on a rainy day
Showing my sisters and brothers you can always make a way
Showing the addicts and hustlers
That there's always brighter days
Usin up all my potential
To make it all the way
Oh my gosh
Don't know what to say
I'm not perfect
Like you moldin clay
Reach for greatness like I'm Cassius Clay
But I believe I will win today
They sayin I'm gone fold
I ain't ready to be on my own
But I'm gone face my foes
Imma make it man that's on my soul
And they gone laugh oh no
And tell you bro see I told you so
I'm so glad I know
This my purpose so I let it show