Re(collect) Video (MV)

Man
I left a lot behind for this
My younger siblings don't get to grow up with their big brother
My rekindling with my father was put to a halt
Family ties severed cause I wanted to chase my dream
But I know that when it all comes to fruition
It's gon all be worth it

Conversations with my lil brother miles away
I ask him bout his day
He tellin me this shawties name
Wow man
You really growin up fast
Don't ever skip class
Or feel pressured to puff pass

I smoked for my first time bout a month ago
We was rolling papers on that wiz khalifa flow
I tried it
To see if it release the pain
But it only had me wanting answers in my brain

Damn

I know my purpose is to make a difference
I'm always hearing other problems gotta keep em lifted
But I came to the realization
Who know me?
If you can't share ya darkest fears
Is he your homie?

Never regret
Just recollect the old me
The kid kicked out the house without a phone g
The kid grinding out his craft with the homies
They say you changed?
But being the same is phony

We change everyday
For the better or the worse
What's a blessing to a curse
Niggas lyin in a hurst

Uh

I'm top tier gon end up in first
Cause the words that Im speaking are Like a timeless clerk

Niggas always saying what's with all this rapping shit
Everybody on twitter think they can make a hit
And that's cool if this shit is fun and games to you
But for me it is confirmation about my muse

Uh

And you don't even wanna play with me
Cause imma always grind till I'm 6ft
My niggas better get the cutlery
Cause everybody eating sooner than you think

Uh

No robin thick blurred lines
I'm real wholesome
But could've hit your chick three times
I check my wrist 3 times
Cause nigga times a tickin
It's time over money
But I think my mind works different