Sacrificing my comfortability
For the sake of my family
Trying to find peace of mind
I been Reaching for my sanity
They don't understand me
I hate to be the one to break the news
Had to cut some people off because they prayed for me to loose...
When your heart is big as this does it often get abused
How do you bounce back you got to choose
I can't call a truce
Searching for the truth through the madness
Learned the world is cold so I built a house of matches
Gotta keep a pistol with attachments people full of malice
That was constructed from there sadness
Yeah
The world a cold cold place
And I don't know what's next
But I just hope for the best
Breath slow it's just a test
I know it's hard but just think about your fam dog
How good would it feel to put a milly in their hand dog
I don't give a f*ck if nobody else understand dog
I been making sacrifices
Praying that they pay off
Sacrificing my comfortability for the sake of my family
Had to leave behind the ones that mean the most but it's only temporarily
I been tryna find peace of mind , I been reaching for my sanity
Tryna change my stars, tryna change the cards that the lord above handed me
That the lord above handed me
It hurts to think I'm out here missing birthdays
But I'm tryna ball so hard that every day is like your birthday
They wanna see me down in the worst way
I'm just tryna make sure that my family in first place
Okay my sissys growing up
My bubba growing up
He started to walk, yeah he started to talk
I ain't seen it, I ain't seen it, that shit really eating me
But I'm out here making sure I give them everything they need
Regardless of the circumstances
Situations
I'll be patient for you
Praying god give me the answers
I'll keep faith and
Imma make it for you
Sacrificing my comfortability for the sake of my family
Had to leave behind the ones that mean the most but it's only temporarily
I been tryna find peace of mind , I been reaching for my sanity
Tryna change my stars, tryna change the cards that the lord above handed me
That the lord above handed me