oh god! Video (MV)

To be honest, I don't know what I'd do
If only I had me and myself in my room
Oh, wait, I do?
Yeah, I'm kinda going crazy
Taking drugs on a daily
And I'm just trying to figure myself out
Even though I know it won't work out
I just wanna live a little
But my brain's telling me no
I just wanna find love
Cause I can't be alone
And looking back on it
I'm really tired, really exhausted
From the shit that I lived through
Oh, God!
I'm sorry for what you saw me do
Oh, God!
Please let me put my hands together
And we'll call it a truce
But if I really wanted to
I would say, f*ck it, I'm gone
(No)
Leave this earth, I'm done
Ooh
Part of the pain part of the struggle
It's knowing that I'm not done