Sober II, Pt. 1 Video (MV)

Going four in the morning
Push a bell phone quick
Cause I'm tryna get down with it
You already know we ain't ever fell in love
And no one knows
No one really wanna know
So no one know
I'm up early in the morning
Even though I stayed up till 4 last night, I'm not yawning
High and drunk as f*ckcan I fix it in the morning
Instead of writing and trying to be the best
I'm out smoking on this wax, or smoking on gas
Or drinking bottles out my ass
I hate that
Wish I could be straight edge, straight again
I was sober for a couple years, then I came back
Gor over it for a while, liked where I was at
Now I'm smoking on a pack, and collecting caps
Collecting wraps, inside my v, like notepads
Where did my old head go at, wonder where the smokes at
Tryna get out of my head, Do it with blunt wraps
Blessed that, I could quit whenever, and I want to so bad
But can't do it
Thought that I could but this damn music
Got me stressed to the brim, so my cup filled stupid
Tryna get as f*cked up as possible for a human
I don't wanna be awake no more
I don't wanna see the pain no more
I don't wanna be here no more
But I can't fail, gotta prove haters all wrong
Hate that, I could sidetracked, so fast
Wanna be the best, I ain't close, that's far fetched
'Till I get the crown, put it at, where I leave the hat
Get on the track, to the right route, went the wrong way
Retrace steps
Tryna never miss, like a James Harden step back
Gotta go away to the days that, I wrote better raps, I was better then
And you couldn't tell me shit, now I needa relapse
Now I need a relapse
People telling me I need help, I can see in fact
I ask for the feedback, y'all ain't give me nothing
F*ck all these drugs, need to be high on my ethics
I need to be high on something
'Cause I'm not high on my own self
I gotta get high on something
'Cause I'm not high on my own self
Going four in the morning
Push a bell phone quick
Cause I'm tryna get down with it
You already know we ain't ever fell in love
And no one knows
No one really wanna know
So no one know
High on something
Tell me that I'm buggin
Faced with depression
So I take a bong rip
Couldn't get stuck more
So I let it run me
Somebody blunt me
Feeling so hungry
And these memories they haunt me
Couldn't do it with no army
And somebody please arm me
To get these demons up off me
Wish that I could change how I did it
Wish that I could fix it
From the beginning
I wish that
I could go back
And never take that hit, I wish
I wish I was a better man
Then I am now, yeah
Stuck a predicament
Nobody predicted it
Popping prescription pills
Just for the hell of it
Wish I could just sell the shit
Stop overusing it
At this point I'm abusing it
Barely breathing off stupid shit
Shit
This shit ain't lit
Man, This shit ain't it
Got me f*cked up in the head, wish I could quit
That's it, but I can't
Going four in the morning
Push a bell phone quick
Cause I'm tryna get down with it
You already know we ain't ever fell in love
And no one knows
No one really wanna know
So no one know