[ Featuring JT Bolivar ]
City of dreams
Yeah
Uhh I used to dream with my eyes wide open now I only dream at night
Sleep walking through life my reality is more like a nightmare
So use to living in poverty that I'm not scared being content is my biggest fear
Not reaching my full potential got me not feeling special
Loosing my connection with the most high as time goes by doubts start to creep in
Faith start to leave and mistakes start repeat and
Loose everything I love everything happens for a reason
Please explain that reason then when it's gone be my season then
I know I'm blessed to be here but lately I aint been feeling that way
Tired of putting fake smiles on my face acting like everything's ok
Tired of hearing you got to pray when new shit happens everyday feeling out of place
I just want to run away blame myself for the time I waste
Fake smile on my face deep down feeling like a disgrace
Trying to find my place because I can't escape this maze
Staring in space maybe I should retrace my steps
Ask for some help listen and accept
Advice ask questions in depth be real with myself
Cause lying do not help grasp the concept I can't do it by myself
My reality is pain I'm loosing more than I gain
I'm trying not to complain but when is it going to change
It's like I'm stuck in a maze and it's starting not to faze me anymore
Cause at night when I close my eyes and try to catch a glimps of living a better life
My vision get blurry and it's killing me inside
Cause that's when I I notice it's getting harder to dream
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty that dreams
Not under achieving becoming a daily routine
Comparing yourself to your peers is starting to f*ck with self esteem
Grass not green on the other side not a surprise
Trying to read through the lines when your eyes telling you lies
And your heart don't know how to feel and your body language is loud
More vulnerable than ever trying to keep it all together
Forgetting your only human take yourself off the pedestal
It's ok to strive to be perfect mistakes will surface
We're all imperfect we're here for a purpose to be unique
You're a masterpiece in the making what you think is who you are
You control your greatness the sky is the limit embrace it
Whatever you want go take it no time for thinking basic
The world is yours you're amazing but you got to believe it's your season
Sequenced a certain way for a reason so if you fall
It teach you to be a winner
Don't be bitter switch that I to a e make it better
My reality is pain I'm loosing more than I gain
I'm trying not to complain but when is it going to change
It's like I'm stuck in a maze and it's starting not to faze me anymore
Cause at night when I close my eyes and try to catch a glimps of living a better life
My vision get blurry and it's killing me inside
Cause that's when I I notice it's getting harder to dream
In the city of dreams
It's getting harder to dream
In the city of dreams
