Darius J - better days Lyrics

These days you'll see it's all about perception
Did you f*ck that hoe boy let us know today's important question
Cause without it boy you're nothing every single nut you're busting
Is recorded and you're dormant till you hit about a dozen
No growth till each of them hoes poked
To ya boys you showboat this gone shock them old folks
So that's the goal you love her till she's unclothed
Then after that her only title's a hoe
They perception is the key well boy you came to put the key in that hole
Unlock her soul to reach the treasure now you drowning in gold
Look first attempts a fail you know them boys gone give you hell
You wanna take their two cents and disperse it down a wishing well
Ambitions just to f*ck her and to f*ck her well
If you come up short with her they got another one withheld
You do ya thang to put yourself in the game
The shit that make ya niggas scream ya name and her do the same
But like I said you knock her off and now she's just another dame
What did you gain her self esteem is slain and you're the reason for her pain
We're young though honestly too young to give a f*ck
We're all about that hooking up I see the way they look at us
Old heads just keep listening it's more said
Bout every drug us drones fed relay this through my own thread
Now I can't lie I've fallen victim so my ways are ominous
Getting lifted in the hopes that I can lift my confidence
Confidently don't give a f*ck bout a consequence
So every night it's getting f*cked up till I lose my consciousness
Returning home with all that chink in my eyes
My mother asked me do you think that I'm blind
Don't turn your back to fool me now
She said that you would need a better disguise
Can do that shit under your own roof but you not under mine
And I agree to the terms
But still I make them leaves burn so shit I still haven't learned
I've just been focusing so much on all the stripes that I've earned
Hoes and niggas seem to love that shit as far's I'm concerned
Me I'm too focused on the turn up I could never turn down
So asking me to turn in you should know the turn out
And if you shouldn't know my lifestyle wild
Tell me someone kept the raw footage
Need a photo for each moment tell me y'all took it
Everything I do is done because I'm praying y'all looking
But it ain't all sweet I got a couple issues
With my father gone and mother bitching bout these drugs I misuse
Barely make it when the rents due
This the shit that life will hit you with
And make you grab a pistol quick for niggas that's against you
Or who is you searching for myself but lost in the residuals
Tryna find me through this music it's the only thing I'm into
I need a deal now will labels see that I'm worthy
I wanna see my name by numbers on them charts like a jersey
But if they don't it won't hurt me try not to let words deter me
I need this money now it's looking like its gotta be dirty
Four five on my side I hop into this nigga ride
He front some work on the dash he see ambition in my eyes
He said if problems should arise shoot
If you let em slide then you'd be on the victim side slowly embracing demise
Life's a gamble and I'm tryna hit the ultimate prize
You can see behind them eyes I'm all in when betting mine
This that shit that you can't do if you were lacking a spine
It's takes precision time and grind when in the presence of grime yeah
But still I pray for better days
Visions of myself upon a stage just tryna catch a wave
Tryna free myself from how we're living now these vicious ways
Making sure my bitches paid and that my niggas split commission made
Till we all get paid
On a search for better days
Till we all get paid
On a search for better days