It hurts more when you know that it's true
It hurts more when the one doing the hurting is you
It hurts more when it's long overdue
It hurts less when you acknowledge the mess
It hurts less when you failed the test but tried your best
It hurts less when you do what you do
I never thought that I could feel such pain
I thought I was immune to the shame
I thought a lot
I thought too much almost ruined my name
But for a good cause like Hero Killer Stain
I was weighing on a lot, pushing 175
And that's none of your business
But neither was yours mine
I would take it to heart, personally didn't care
But it made me feel inferior, it wasn't fair
Why must I bare the
Responsibility of helping them with their needs
What about mine
Do I even have some
Thought I was moving forward, really stagnant
As rare as a dragon, bit beast
Spinning high speeds, 150
Losing control, it's getting iffy
If I can catch my breath I'll stay sane
But first I must accept what can't change
It hurts more when you know that it's true
It hurts more when the one doing the hurting is you
It hurts more when it's long overdue
It hurts less when you acknowledge the mess
It hurts less when you failed the test but tried your best
It hurts less when you do what you do
Never had a clue, don't even think I wanted one
I was thirsty for knowledge but never wanted none
Knew that I could dodge it all until the summer comes
But by then I'm getting blasted, water guns
Smart enough to know, not enough to do
Almost shed tears, quitting Scape Rune
Holding onto everything I had trying to make room
But not everything's important, think Escape room
Trying to escape doom is not easy
Something easy and worth it, I can't name three
Three things most important: God, family
And music need it for my sanity
Vanity was a close fourth
I'm not proud to say that but don't feel like I had a choice
I will voice my truth
Honestly I can be most honest with you
It hurts more when you know that it's true
It hurts more when the one doing the hurting is you
It hurts more when it's long overdue
It hurts less when you acknowledge the mess
It hurts less when you failed the test but tried your best
It hurts less when you do what you do