Dave Duval - All in Due Time Lyrics

I remember when
When everyone turned their
Back on me
And nobody believed in me
Not even my own family
I always thought
That they would be there for me
But now I come to realize
Blood only make you related
It's a bond that make you family
Im sitting in this hell
Got me wondering why
Because my family don't love me
Got me wanting to die
This shit is ugly
The way that they just told me a lie
But to tell you the truth
It was over even before we could try
And now I see their true colors
Was my sister's and brothers
We were meant to stick together
Like we was peanut butter
Treated you sweeter than smuckers
But you were some busters
I see you now
And I put on them thrusters
Word to your mother
I had a true heart
Now im wanting a new a start
Put your feet in my shoes
And let's see how far
That you fools march
I was happy before
Now my heart is split into two parts
And this fire inside that's burning
Is starting to lose spark
It's scary when you're all alone
And by yourself
You cry yourself to sleep
But nobody knows how it felt
This shit is hard
When you're playing
With the cards you was dealt
Lock those emotions away
And I put it all on a shelf
There's no explaining all the pain
And the betrayal I felt
Thought hanging about myself
If I had a rope or a belt
Or slitting my throat
With a shank
From the soap that I melt
Man im just crying out for anybody
Hoping they help
About to load up the pistol
And smoke on these shells
I don't expect for you to fix me
When you're broken yourself
I don't expect for you to fix me
When you're broken yourself
I don't expect for you to fix me
When you're broken yourself
All in due time
I was put hear to shine
Must be out your fools mind
If you thought I'd lose mine
I must be too kind
I've been waiting
Very patient
Go ahead and face it
Y'all just basic
You had your turn
But this my time
This is my time
Trying to keep my head
Above the water
But it's hard to keep from drowning
Still searching for the light
With darkness around me
Inside of my head is pounding
While these other cats is clowning
I've been running around town
With my head down frowning
Nothing to talk about
Nothing to laugh about
They wont be happy
Till they see my black ass is out
Im trying to stay afloat
But I aint got no boat I'm sinking
Drinking till im thinking
That im passing out
Im blasting out
Like a twelve gauge in a rage
I'm suicidal
Cus I've been locked up in a cage
And im in amaze
Because every time I turn the page
It's like the story never changes
From the cradle to the grave
Though I walk through the valley
Of the shadow of death
Better keep it quiet as kept
Because these snakes ain't slept
Dave Duval
Put it down for the city I rep
Imma give it all that I got
Until it ain't nothing left
All in due time
I was put hear to shine
Must be out your fools mind
If you thought I'd lose mine
I must be too kind
I've been waiting
Very patient
Go ahead and face it
Y'all just basic
You had your turn
But this is my time
This is my time