Dave Hause - Autism Vaccine Blues Lyrics

I've got texts flying in and missed calls on my phone
I've got debt collectors that won't leave me alone
I've got a cricket for a conscience I can't shoo away
I've got the blood of the lamb over my doorway
Oh no


That little pill made me well, now I feel everything
I hear Doubting Thomas, the song that he sings
I see the screens that we worship and the holes they don't fill
I smell the sweat on her neck, it's how I know I could kill
Oh no


Bless me father, I've sinned
Have you seen the shape I'm in?
The cure has opened my eyes
But now I can't pray away
These autism vaccine blues
I've got autism vaccine blues


They said ""take this to relax, it'll keep you calm""
They said the tumor would shrink before it killed my mom
I called to tell you I love you, would you please hold the line?
I go to the altar, and I wait for a sign
The car won't charge, my phone's outta gas
The gulfs on fire, its full of plastic trash
There's a lump in my chest, the bees are in my head
I never wondered before if I'd be better off
Oh no


Bless me father, I've sinned
Have you seen the shape she's in?
The vampire squid sucked me dry
And now I can't pray away
These autism vaccine blues


I got texts flying in
The holes won't fill
The sweat on her neck is how I know I could kill
I called to tell you I love you
The bees are in my head, I never wondered before if I'd be better off dead


Bless me Father, I've sinned
Have you seen the shape I'm in?
The cure has opened up my eyes
But now I can't pray away
These autism vaccine blues
I've got autism vaccine blues