I pray that it works
I pray that it hurts
I pray to God that you get what you deserve
I pray it only gets worse
I pray that it works
Never lift the curse
I hope these words are piercing your heart
You'll never get to restart
Ugh
I don't know why I bothered
You don't know what you started
I should've stopped before the gun
Now we gotta move onward
All emotions were slaughtered
Every moment dishonored
But it was my fault?
My fault, you win by default
Ugh
I'm tryna kill my sorrows
As I look for tomorrow
But everyday just feels the same
I down another bottle
I take it to the head
I'll probably end up dead
I'm laying the bed
Thinking of what you said to me
Every word on repeat
Every picture delete
Facing reality
But it's too hard for me
But it's too hard for me
It's too hard to believe
Think I need a release
Keep smoking on the green
Wanna release myself, Oh
And pray that it works
They tell me I lost my mind
Tell me I'm out of time
This is the after life