I Got Up Video (MV)

I was addicted to the pain, it made me numb
Yeah, left alone and felt like no one cared enough, no
Yeah, I was stuck, but I got up
I talked to God, he told me I still had his love
I'm done waiting my time's up, it's time to rid of
All the things that I've tied up, hope they go missing
Don't got nothing to hide from unless it's hidden
Take my sin and my fights up, just like it's written
Yeah, I know I'm broken, try healing not focused
My mind, can't control it, but I keep on going
Thank God that I woke up, I wished and I hoped when
I was feeling low, but my cup runneth over
Now I'm done with wasting time on all the things that never mattered
Stuck with all the haters but ignoring all the chatter
Focused on the positive, not worried 'bout disaster
Yeah, love is what I'm after, don't care about the last word
No, I don't wanna take my life, don't wanna fade away
Done with hiding every thought, I gotta pray today
Keep my head high even though I got this pain in my way
Done denying all truth that comes from saving grace
God, I need You to come repair my heart
Everything around seems to always fall apart
I know I'm too weak to piece myself up and just start all over
I'm getting back on track, but no, this part's not over
I was addicted to the pain, it made me numb
Yeah, left alone and felt like no one cared enough, no
Yeah, I was stuck, but I got up
I talked to God, he told me I still had his love
I'm done waiting my times up, it's time to rid of
All the things that I've tied up, hope they go missing
Don't got nothing to hide from unless it's hidden
Take my sin and my fights up, just like it's written
I'm done waiting my times up, it's time to rid of
All the things that I've tied up, hope they go missing
Don't got nothing to hide from unless it's hidden
Take my sin and my fights up, just like it's written
I don't wanna cry no more
I don't wanna hide no more
I don't wanna lie no more
I just wanna feel like I don't wanna die no more