Not Myself (Reprise) Video (MV)

Now my eyes are feeling heavy, woah
Why do I search for my joy in the places that I know are broken
Why do I take all my haters so serious, show 'em no focus
Why do I push away everyone that cares about my devotion
Why do I hate myself even though God sees me righteous and chosen
Now my eyes are feeling heavy, woah
Wide awake, but I barely hold
Mama told me "let it go"
But my heart won't let me, no
I been drowning in my thoughts at home
Try to tell me that I'm not alone
But I don't know where to go when I'm not myself no more