Not Good Enough Video (MV)

I wish I knew the fabrics of my mind
I wish I saw myself happy in due time
I know I'm avoiding
All that comes to mind
Just a little kindness
Getting hard to find
Think I've tried
A thousand times
Forgetting pieces in the light
Moving quick to escape the lies
Not the one you'd think who take this ride
Not good enough
Not good enough
Maybe I'm just better off
I'm giving up
I'm giving up
Losing seems like a setup
I'm doing fine in the meantime
Wake up when the sun may rise
But I'm just enough
Just enough
To push on 'till I give a f***
It's hard to love me,
When I barely love myself
I'm losing sleep
It's getting bad for my health
Found my way out
Cuz I've opened up my eyes
Doors still open
Just have to step outside
And when it gets hard I start to criticize
All I am and how I feel inside
Right from wrong never seemed to align
Forget the noise
I'm not running out of time
Not good enough
Not good enough
Maybe I'm just better off
I'm giving up
I'm giving up
Losing seems like a setup
I'm doing fine in the meantime
Wake up when the sun may rise
But I'm just enough
Just enough
To push on till I give a f***
For you
I do this all for you
How can it be for you?
I'm doing this for me now
Not good enough
Not good enough
Maybe I'm just better off
I'm giving up
I'm giving up
Losing seems like a setup
I'm doing fine in the meantime
Wake up when the sun may rise
But I'm just enough
Just enough
To push on till I give a f***
Not good enough
Not good enough
Maybe I'm just better off
I'm giving up
I'm giving up
Losing seems like a setup
I'm doing fine in the meantime
Wake up when the sun may rise
But I'm just enough
Just enough
To push on till I give a f***