Looking in from the outside
Wishing I could feel the walls again
I'm crawling in, tired of being on my own
Tire swing into to a landslide
Buried underneath the weight again
It's crashing in, forever on my own
I'm feeling numb again
Wishing I could feel the pain
Give up everything I own
So it wouldn't be the same
I'm feeling numb again
Cut myself with a shard of glass
Watch my blood hit the floor
I hope this time is the last
Nothing to feel on the inside
Patience wearing thin
I can't live life with my hands tied
Living life full of sin
Wishing I could be strong
Stronger than before
I drown myself at the bottle
Knowing I'll wake up on the floor
I'm feeling numb again
Wishing I could feel the pain
Give up everything I own
So it wouldn't be the same
I'm feeling numb again
Cut myself with a shard of glass
Watch my blood hit the floor
I hope this time is the last
And I won't give up chasing
The thought of me still breathing
And I won't stop searching
A reason to keep living
And I won't give up chasing
The thought of me still breathing
And I won't stop searching
A reason to keep living
I'm feeling numb again
Wishing I could feel the pain
Give up everything I own
So it wouldn't be the same
I'm feeling numb again
Cut myself with a shard of glass
Watch my blood hit the floor
This time won't be the last