I've been so amazed that I'm alive how i ain't drop yet
Had to cut off many things so many things are toxic
Used to having nothing now I'm grinding and i got shit
My brain it gets the best of me with suicidal topics
Why they f*cking love me with my suicide complex
Body hanging from a tree inside my mama's complex
All of ya'll gone watch and witness when i start my conquest
Put me in a battle against these rappers no contest
But shit I'm trying change man, i really am
I be spewing negativity I'm not that type of man
But this shit is all i know i hope you people understand
I got love inside my heart I'm trying to spread it out to fans
To the whole f*cking world i got my heart in my hand
So i hope you can relate so you won't feel alone again