Impound Video (MV)

I've been feeling down
Don't want to be around
Leave me on my own
I'd rather not be found
Don't want to come to town
My head's in the impound
The side of the road
Looks to be home now

Feeling below the dirt
Forgetting what it's worth
Inserted into torture
Getting used to all the hurt
Messed up mental does no justice
Crashing, burning till the hearse
Must it be this way? f*ck it
I'll be in this concussive state
Until the day I'm lowered in my grave
Don't wanna go out and play
I'd rather go out in a bang
I feel so down lately
Why do I always feel the same
I'm starting to cave
Craving for escape
I want to trust my state
Don't want it to be too late
Wanna feel f*cking safe
In my own headspace
I'm tired of needing
To get higher, no breathing
Trying to suffocate the bleeding
It seems that it won't stop

I've been feeling down
Don't want to be around
Leave me on my own
I'd rather not be found
Don't want to come to town
My head's in the impound
The side of the road
Looks to be home now

I could go on and on
About everything wrong
Right now though, I'm just trying to be strong
Instead of taking life
I'm continuing the fight
Try to lighten the load
By my nightmare being told
I'm scared and cold
From people I barely know
Don't wanna go back
Back to where they rarely show they care
Compared to that,
On vacation with the memories
Doesn't change the fact
That it still all gets to me
I want to leave a legacy
But this blockade isn't letting me
Why can't all this shit
Just start f*cking bettering
I don't mean to be bitter, but f*ck
I've considered my luck
Done everything I could
And I still feel stuck
Harmony is all I really want
But experiences hardened me up
A lack of guidance and trust
Was harming me so much
Kinda surprises me my arteries don't bust