DeadSinNelly - Your Defeat Lyrics

That's what she said when I walked out that door
I ain't coming back to the simple fact that I wanna be loved more
Adored for the corruption that I endured
For being the nigga drowning and still washing up at shore
Made me feeling like living me was a chore
The type of love where I ain't looking for bitches all up on tour
The thought of more to you was to much that's what I was told
& now that my moms gone yeah I'm really on my own
Look see
You can see me but my minds gone so don't ask me what I'm on
I'm paralyzed in my arms so I can't pick up the phone
Yeah I dream of different times
Where our life's is still aligned
Swear I wasted a lot of time
On some bullshit cannot lie
Like how the f*ck I let you die
My soul ties show me memories. I visualize in a trance not hypnotized
Bitch If I didn't win I always try
After all this pain I can't keep following your lies I swear
Brown skin shawty she ain't all bad
Them first nights I can tell you it was so rad
Understand love yeah that shit can happen so fast
Why my heart jumping got me reaching where my pole at
Knife at my throat got it feeling like a neck tat
Ain't f*cking with toxic got me moving like a hazmat
But shawty get so dark got me thinking where her soul at
Any time it's a problem you ain't seeing where you wrong at
When you see that problem you ain't never tryna own that
She'll have a nigga with a toe tag
So I do not need that
Always trust my gut yeah I learn that where the streets at
Either way you look if you pick them that's your defeat yeah