Hurt Video (MV)

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away in the end

And you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down i will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts i cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear you are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away in the end

And you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down i will make you hurt

And if I could start again
A million miles away i would keep myself
I would find a way