Dear Season - (Akira) Bike Slide Lyrics

I'm overwhelmed
And out of touch with what I want
I was never good at speaking up when something's going on
It's hard to find the words to say exactly what was wrong
When nothing seems to work the way it should
How can I be sure if anything I say is good?

But I can't see
A better way
And I can't speak for anyone beside myself
But all these rules (that) were set for me,
They make everything feel out of my reach

I guess I should have seen that from the start,
But things are different now.
I can't compare with what I used to know,
And I'm still awful at
Articulating what I want to say
So I rely on someone else to write it in a slightly different way
And if you halfway understand me, then I think I'll call it good
Pick up the broken pieces in between us where we stood

But I can't see
A better way
And I can't speak for anyone beside myself
But all these rules (that) were set for me,
They make everything feel out of my reach