Dear Season - Open Apology Lyrics

It's just another morning with my head in a toilet
Kissing the bowl that I've learned to call home
I think I got mad last night I can't remember but my head feels light
But I'll just laugh it off I'll pretend everything's fine

But things haven't been fine for a while now
And I should learn how to let it show

So this is an Open Apology
To anyone who spends time with me:
I know I'm a burden when I'm sad and I'm whining
But things are getting better I think
This is an Open Apology
To anyone who falls in love with me:
I'm a lot to handle when the handle's empty
But it helps me take my mind off things

Like I could five months ago
Ain't it funny how much life can change in just five months...
Maybe I should stop drinking just to feel numb
Well the first step to fixing a problem is admitting that you have one

But I am stuck on step one
This mental block has got me staying in bed all day
I'm not sure if I even know what it's like to feel okay

This is an Open Apology
To anyone who spends time with me:
I know I'm a burden when I'm sad and I'm whining
But you really mean so much to me
This is an Open Apology
To anyone who falls in love with me:
I'm not quite ready though I'd like to think
That you can help me take my mind off things

It's just another morning with my head in a toilet