Homegrown Video (MV)

Waking up again without my phone
My wallets gone and it looks like this isn't my home
How do I end up spending my nights alone?
When I'm blowing cash on strangers I think I know

Cause all these people are taking me for granted
(All these people are bittersweet)
But I just let it happen so blame me

I need medicine to pick me up
My doctor said it's not good enough
So I keep getting sick from smoking alone

I need chemicals to wake me up
Cause in my head I'm not good enough
So I keep getting sick from smoking alone

Speaking up again when It's not my turn
Intruding conversations with pretty girls
Talking to handsome men about what they earn
And how they'll shower them with golden rings and pearls

Cause all these people are taking me for granted
(All these people are bittersweet)
But I just let it happen so blame me
I need medicine to pick me up
My doctor said it's not good enough
So I keep getting sick from smoking alone

I need medicine to wake me up
Cause in my head I'm not good enough
So I keep getting sick from smoking alone

All I need is some degree of selfish apathy
All I need is some degree of honest self esteem

All I need is some degree of selfish apathy
All I need is some degree of honest self esteem