And with the best of times
just comes more miserable days
let is decay my mind
leave me in a cloudy haze
I can't seem to fill this void in me
so I'll just keep avoiding reality
I can't seem to fill this void in me
so I'll just drown in misery
I think but don't fear
I act but don't care
I think but don't know
I act but not for show
sometimes I just can't stand
to see or hear
spiral downward
always end up nowhere
I've let my mind decay
I won't see the glory days
I'll fall too soon
I know you feel it too