Deen Chase - Black Sheep Blues Lyrics

I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me
I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me
I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me
I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me

I never been the bravest, I never been the wisest
Never been outgoing, my grand dad passed at his home in the islands
I was
Cooped in my room
Like I usually do
Text message group with the crew
Swapping bitches' pictures, figuring out who hittin' who
That's when momma swooped in my room
Free as a bird 'til she broke me the news
At this point my life hanging on by a thread, remind me of one time he loosened my tooth
He said
Just tie it to the door, and slam the shit shut
'03/'04, five cousins, two rooms, yea I know the shit sucks but

I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me
I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me
I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me
I hate me (oh no, oh no, oh no oh oh)
I hate me, I hate me, I hate me

I know exactly who I wanna be
I need faith, I need grace, need to get out more
Sometimes I'm feeling like God disagrees
'Cause im prayin' it don't rain and then it's downpour
I know exactly who I wanna be
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna be

One of those cousins was CJ
One thing we never expected from these days
One thought I have beginning of each day
Wish we could all go back for a retake
My nigga
See, one of those cousins was CJ
One thing we never expected from these days

See, One of those cousins was CJ
One thing we never expected from these days
One thought I have beginning of each day
Wish we could all go back for a retake, my nigga
I'm waiting on your call, I know that you don't got the answers
Sick in your cell, Papa loosing to cancer
And you couldn't make it to the funeral, damn son
'Member when they told him that you stole by the handful
Well, I'm gonna
Barely make the rent, I need a lick, on my momma
Life after high school, graduated high honors
Couple warrants out so thats why I'm high, Honor
Bad influence on my brother life
I always wonder what I'm like through my mother eyes
It's cause she only see me every other other night
Money on my mind, wifey thinking I don't love her right
Y'all probably hate me too