The Mindless Artist Video (MV)

Hello I'm the jaunty freak
Outlaw with the raw unfiltered speech
Tight jaw, with the gritted teeth
Spiked claws, with the vicious- never miss a beat
I'm irksome and gruesome and short-fused
The curse has worsened as time ensues
The moods, swing fast and loose
A lot of tools that I don't use- confidence issues
Analytical- self deprecating
Perfectionism, akin to procrastinating
Full to the brim with the poor mans wisdom
Living in the sins of the lilly-livered
I might deliver, I might quiver
I wouldn't give a shit, if I knew what I knew better
And I've been tethered by the ego mind, to transient forms and false idol shrines.

Hello hello
I'm the mindless artist
With the guard up, no love
But plenty rough

Ooh
(Hello I'm the jaunty freak, outlaw with the raw unfiltered speech)
Ooh
(Hello I'm the jaunty freak, outlaw with the raw unfiltered speech)

I'm jaunty and freaky
And I don't like people, they irk me
And I'm not being facetious- I'm certain
So I'm keeping it distant and lurky
Lurking, haunted and spooky
And I'm spiky, icy and creepy
Keep my peace in the creases
Keep my peace in the creases

The heady shit tends to be devilish
The meditative is the end of it
And that's why my demon is scared of it
And dares me to say: What the hell with it
The enemy lives in identity
Pour my sense of self into empty things
And give them the power
And make them the mark of my self esteem
I'm living on adrenaline and vices
Savouring the unsightly
And squandering the opportunity to rewrite my crises'
And live in the niceties
I've got a fortress wall erect all day
Dormant you're not cool, and latent gay shame
Fortunes fool in this play
A farcical tragedy

Hello hello
I'm the mindless artist
With the guard up, no love
But plenty rough

Ooh
(Hello I'm the jaunty freak, outlaw with the raw unfiltered speech)
Ooh
(Hello I'm the jaunty freak, outlaw with the raw unfiltered speech)

I'm jaunty and freaky
And I don't like people, they irk me
And I'm not being facetious- I'm certain
So I'm keeping it distant and lurky
Lurking, haunted and spooky
And I'm spiky, icy and creepy
Keep my peace in the creases
Keep my peace in the creases

The third verse wouldn't come
Cos the curse of awareness, I could not out run
Bursts of urges- quelled by learned
Deep set verve, vs resurgent nervousness
Gonna purge and return
Lickin' it with the earnest and burning
Light turned on the urgent murmurings
Of trustworthy fervour from the undisturbed
Shed light on the sickly creep
That stalks my brain, and imprints deep
The villain intent to impede
Progress, joy and connectivity
He's greedy, feeds off nervous energy
Seedy, breeds false enemies
Easy pleased by scarcity, garish propensity
To rent 'zombie human' entity
So "Who am I?" with the villain inside
Googly eyes, with a past bound mind
Droopy, hides with a sketchy vibe
Tetchy, restless, unkept, self-conscious
Voyeuristic, yet disconnected
Artistic, but self-condemned, it's hectic
Living with no recollection
Cos the skull guest keeps you hostage victim