I really wish I knew how to feel
I no longer care if it's fake or real
Maybe if I pop just one more pill
Then I will
(Maybe I will)
Maybe one day I'll no longer feel guilt
Maybe one day my heart will heal
Maybe one day you will look at me the same way you that used to
Drive with my eyes closed
Hands off the wheel
Count up to ten
And that's how I close deals
Roll up this bill baby
You know the drill baby
You know I'm still crazy
Chill baby (chill baby)
Hotter the fire harder the steel
Live by the code die by real
Pockets fat gas tank stay filled
Whiskey chilled keep me chill
Am I drunk maybe a lil
But with (huh) head over heels
I just wanna know if there's
Something worth to heal
Or to kill on the real
Self-destruct then rebuild
Hungry for the truth but next time I might skip the meal
Hungry still hungry still
Needing meaning not the mills
I'm not rushing to reveal
I'm not mental I'm just ill
I'm prepared to run this hill
But if I die or go to jail
Will you come and pay my bail
Or imma break out of my cell
Just don't tell I won't fail
I'm so nauseous and so pale
Grab the coffin get the nails
Tossing options wishing well
Hope you never feel how I felt
Still figuring out how to ask for help
Since we were young we grew up without
So now if you know then you know
There just some things we don't speak about
The realest move in silence the weakest links have the biggest mouths
If this all goes right then I might even put the bottle down
That would make my momma proud
Are you in or are you out
With or without
That's Unspoken
Yeah no doubt
I thrive under pressure the more sleep deprived the better
Bathroom stalls checking weather future me here is my letter
I hope this finds you in good health and now you know it does get better
(Better better better)
I really wish I knew how to feel
I no longer care if it's fake or real
Maybe if I pop just one more pill
Then I will
(Maybe I will)
Maybe one day I'll no longer feel guilt
Maybe one day my heart will heal
Maybe one day you will look at me the same way you that used to
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I really wish I knew how to feel
I no longer care if it's fake or real
Maybe if I pop just one more pill
Then I will
(Maybe I will)
Maybe one day I'll no longer feel guilt
Maybe one day my heart will heal
Maybe one day you will look at me the same way you that used to
Drive with my eyes closed
Hands off the wheel
Count up to ten
And that's how I close deals
Roll up this bill baby
You know the drill baby
You know I'm still crazy
Chill baby (chill baby)
Hotter the fire harder the steel
Live by the code die by real
Pockets fat gas tank stay filled
Whiskey chilled keep me chill
Am I drunk maybe a lil
But with (huh) head over heels
I just wanna know if there's
Something worth to heal
Or to kill on the real
Self-destruct then rebuild
Hungry for the truth but next time I might skip the meal
Hungry still hungry still
Needing meaning not the mills
I'm not rushing to reveal
I'm not mental I'm just ill
I'm prepared to run this hill
But if I die or go to jail
Will you come and pay my bail
Or imma break out of my cell
Just don't tell I won't fail
I'm so nauseous and so pale
Grab the coffin get the nails
Tossing options wishing well
Hope you never feel how I felt
Still figuring out how to ask for help
Since we were young we grew up without
So now if you know then you know
There just some things we don't speak about
The realest move in silence the weakest links have the biggest mouths
If this all goes right then I might even put the bottle down
That would make my momma proud
Are you in or are you out
With or without
That's Unspoken
Yeah no doubt
I thrive under pressure the more sleep deprived the better
Bathroom stalls checking weather future me here is my letter
I hope this finds you in good health and now you know it does get better
(Better better better)
I really wish I knew how to feel
I no longer care if it's fake or real
Maybe if I pop just one more pill
Then I will
(Maybe I will)
Maybe one day I'll no longer feel guilt
Maybe one day my heart will heal
Maybe one day you will look at me the same way you that used to
I no longer care if it's fake or real
Maybe if I pop just one more pill
Then I will
(Maybe I will)
Maybe one day I'll no longer feel guilt
Maybe one day my heart will heal
Maybe one day you will look at me the same way you that used to
Drive with my eyes closed
Hands off the wheel
Count up to ten
And that's how I close deals
Roll up this bill baby
You know the drill baby
You know I'm still crazy
Chill baby (chill baby)
Hotter the fire harder the steel
Live by the code die by real
Pockets fat gas tank stay filled
Whiskey chilled keep me chill
Am I drunk maybe a lil
But with (huh) head over heels
I just wanna know if there's
Something worth to heal
Or to kill on the real
Self-destruct then rebuild
Hungry for the truth but next time I might skip the meal
Hungry still hungry still
Needing meaning not the mills
I'm not rushing to reveal
I'm not mental I'm just ill
I'm prepared to run this hill
But if I die or go to jail
Will you come and pay my bail
Or imma break out of my cell
Just don't tell I won't fail
I'm so nauseous and so pale
Grab the coffin get the nails
Tossing options wishing well
Hope you never feel how I felt
Still figuring out how to ask for help
Since we were young we grew up without
So now if you know then you know
There just some things we don't speak about
The realest move in silence the weakest links have the biggest mouths
If this all goes right then I might even put the bottle down
That would make my momma proud
Are you in or are you out
With or without
That's Unspoken
Yeah no doubt
I thrive under pressure the more sleep deprived the better
Bathroom stalls checking weather future me here is my letter
I hope this finds you in good health and now you know it does get better
(Better better better)
I really wish I knew how to feel
I no longer care if it's fake or real
Maybe if I pop just one more pill
Then I will
(Maybe I will)
Maybe one day I'll no longer feel guilt
Maybe one day my heart will heal
Maybe one day you will look at me the same way you that used to
Writer: Derrick Steger, Mitchell Cohen
Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Performed By: Derrick John
Language: English
Length: 2:31
Written by: Derrick Steger, Mitchell Cohen