DeSaviour - EXPLAIN MYSELF Lyrics

Yeah
Lately I been workin' on myself, Improvin' all my habits
Cuz I really came from nothin', grew up with the savages
Where they hate on you if you ain't cool with bein' average
Story of my life, let me tell you how it happened
I tried to take the school route and got shot on the campus
I probably should've been like Allan, took my ass to Kansas
She told me bust in her, we could stamp it
But baby, I'm an artist and your body is my canvas
They might never understand, so why explain myself
Tryna be a better man, but still remain myself
Tryna find a way to smile after that pain I felt
If I was made in the image, I could save myself
They'll never understand, so f*ck explainin' myself
If I ever let them cross me, gotta blame myself
F*ck around and let me find out I don't need no help
Tryna find my way to heaven, cuz I been through hell
Even when I f*cked up, my intentions was well
I had packs in the crib, Ma like, 'what's that smell'
I'm gettin' kicked outta school, big brother in jail
Situations f*cked up, but I had to prevail
And to all my friends who blue inside
You should call me before you doin' suicide
And if you don't want me to talk you to the other side
Then you could at least call just to say goodbye
But I'm like, time heals all wounds
If we stick together, it's gon' be better soon
I know you feelin' lonely by yourself inside that room
But if you just hold on, we could make it through
Nobody said that it was easy, uhn-uhn
But I'll be there if you need me, uh-huh
Trust me, I know how it feel to be f*cked up
No matter how long that it go, I hope you know what's up
Last hundred bucks, I made a promise to myself
I never hurt again, who got the cheapest number
Time to make it work again, but now I'm ridin' with the blicks
My bih wake up makin' grits
I don't f*ck with Betty Crocker bitches all up in the mix
Silly rabbit, I'm a grown man, I don't trick
And I ain't even do it as a kid
Always had the vision that I had to do it big
And before I heard the Nip, I was all money in
Stay focused on myself, cuz I ain't in no competition
I seen niggas uppin' rolls, but it wasn't theirs to spend it
If she don't play her role, then I'll put her on suspension
Tryna catch me on a road, you gon' f*ck up your suspension
Cuz I'm on some St. Louis shit, you know I gotta whip fast
It ain't even new no more, but still got the temp tag
Ridin' through the drive-thru, you know I'm smokin' big gas
Shorty at the window like, damn, can I hit that
And they already know, so why explain myself
Don't ever try to impress them, just remain myself
DeSaviour was God-given, I ain't name myself
It's already inside of you, you don't need no help
I heard before you find love, you gotta master yourself
I'm readin' books and drinkin' smoothies, cuz it good for my health
I'm investin' in stocks, because it's good for my wealth
Came from f*cked up situations, we still had to prevail