Designer Disguise - Enemy Lyrics

Don't know if I can do this again,
Like watching myself drown.
These days it's hard to pretend,
I've fallen will I stay down.

I've towed a line
And won the fights,
The edge of alive.
Hope I can win this time.

How many times do I have to fall before I find home in the dust?
I know I said I'd have it all, but not if I self destruct.

I'm so afraid of myself im screaming.
Is there anyone that can help?
Please believe me.
Wanna get better and thrive.
Need to get out of my mind.
I wanna live not survive,
Help before i'm out of time.
Out of time.

How can I trust myself when I see my heros die.
To truly love myself and not end up inside
A coffin of my own creation up above in a cold space station.
They couldn't find it on the world stage
How can I ever do the same?

I'm so afraid of myself im screaming.
Is there anyone that can help?
Please believe me.
Wanna get better and thrive.
Need to get out of my mind.
I wanna live not survive,
Help before i'm out of time.
Out of time.

I wanna live not survive.
I'm so afraid of myself.
I'm so afraid of myself.
I have become my own hell.
I've become my own hell.

I'm so afraid of myself im screaming.
Is there anyone that can help?
Please believe me.
Wanna get better and thrive.
Need to get out of my mind.
I wanna live not survive,
Help before i'm out of time.