I raise my voice
It gives me a headache
I turn away from you
So you won't see my body shake
It's not your fault I said
With my head in my hand
Been this way, ever since I can remember
You're silence screams in my ears
I see you hold back tears
It's not my plan to make you suffer with me
But taking it out on you there is no excuse
Just one of those things that I do that I do
I've been so hard on myself
So I will take responsibility
I've been so hard on myself
So I am taking responsibility
To make it less hard for you
But it's still so hard for me
Some day I wake
Feeling nothing but exhausted
I look to you to cast
Away the pain I'm lost in
No matter what you do
To try to change my mood
I'm far gone, pulled cord, I'm disconnected
Sometimes I drag you down
To get myself off the ground
I know it's wrong
I ask you to forgive me
But taking it out on you there is no excuse
Just one of those things that I do that I do
I've been so hard on myself
So I will take responsibility
I've been so hard on myself
So I am taking responsibility
To make it less hard for you
When it's still so hard for me
How can I make it less hard for you
When it still so hard for me
It's hard on me
How can I make it less hard for you
I've been so hard on myself
So I will take responsibility
I've been so hard on myself
So I am taking responsibility
To make it less hard for you
But it's still so hard for me