desmo. - Bedsheets Lyrics

I feel like I should say something
Open up my mouth but the words ain't coming
Can't afford the meds no more so I take nothing
Stuck indoors going crazy and I ain't bluffing
I've been pacing back and forth, stir crazy
Contemplating suicide on the daily
I feel the pressure really coming down lately
So if I don't get out of bed how could you blame me

I can't sleep and I can't wake up
I can't eat and I'm starving now
Bedsheets just to keep me stuck
Empty stomach, can I spill my guts
I can't sleep and I can't wake up
I can't eat and I'm starving now
Bedsheets just to keep me stuck
Empty stomach, can I spill my guts

My brain is stuck in a box
And I've been trying all this time to get the key in the lock
But my hands are shaking and I can't make them stop
Feels like I've given everything and now I'm stuck at a loss
Don't you think I'm getting sick of feeling this way
Like existing every day is more than I can take
I've been trying to get these feelings just to go away
Honestly I don't know how much longer I can wait

I feel them coming back
Those unavoidable panic attacks

I can't sleep and I can't wake up
I can't eat and I'm starving now
Bedsheets just to keep me stuck
Empty stomach, can I spill my guts
I can't sleep and I can't wake up
I can't eat and I'm starving now
Bedsheets just to keep me stuck
Empty stomach, can I spill my guts

I feel them coming back
Those unavoidable panic attacks
Maybe some day I can be myself again
Maybe some day I won't let down all my family and friends
But for now I lay and wait for the end
As I'm tangled in the sheets of my bed