i can't sleep! Video (MV)

I'm alone there now
In our special place
Waiting for you
Waiting for you to come to see me
But you never do
And so I wait
Wrapped in my cocoon of pain, and loneliness
I know I've done a terrible thing to you
Something you'll never forgive me for
I wish I could change that
But I can't
I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here
Waiting for you
I can't sleep
I can't think hangin on you in my mind
Why do I even try to grow
You can have my spine
Get inline with the passion pit
Energies realine
I can't sleep
I can't think hangin on you in my mind
Why do I even try to grow
You can have my spine
Get inline with the passion pit
Energies realine
You the sol
And I'm Jah like Ra
Bae we been devine
Everyday I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling
And all I can think about
I toss and turn in my sheets
I cannot sleep
I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot sleep
I toss and turn in my sheets
Shit I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot think
Shit I cannot sleep
I toss and turn in my sheets
Shit I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot think
You like Kruger how I feel wet when dreamin' in your sea
Just wanna float but if I sink babygirl let it be
Meredith, Grey how I drift when I think
You would still choose me after fires in kitchen sink
Because we all know
You like a sunset to me
Beautiful chaos from the jump to the ending
Rain down on my head like a storm while I'm spinning
Or spiraling
Out of control
I have no feelings
Decades decayed in the past but now I'm healing
Slow release on all of the tension that has been building
Decades decayed in the past but now I'm healing
Inside and throughout this temple with no ceilings
I toss and turn in my sheets
Shit I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot blink
Wanna wake from this bad dream
I toss and turn in my sheets
Shit, I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot blink
Wanna wake from this bad dream
I toss and turn in my sheets
Shit, I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot blink
Wanna wake from this bad dream
I toss and turn in my sheets
I cannot sleep
Shit I cannot blink
Wanna wake from this bad dream
No I never
Wanted
You to walk away from me
This is now but
What was in the past
Should be at ease
Shit I understand now
Mind will never be at peace
C'est la vie
I can't sleep
I can't think hangin' on you in my mind
Why do I even try to grow
You can have my spine
Get inline with the passion pit
Energies realine
You the sol
Yeah you the soul
I can't sleep
I can't think hangin' on you in my mind
Why do I even try to grow
You can have my spine
Get inline with the passion pit
Energies realine
You the sol
And I'm Jah like Ra
Bae we been devine
I don't know if you hate me or
Pity me
Or maybe I just
Disgust you
I'm sorry about that
I'm so angry all the time
And I struck out a everyone I loved most
That's why
I understand if you do hate me
But, I'll always love you