See
Excuse me
My brother reminded me that
I didn't go to college or anything so
My my life experiences are kind of late
My lessons are kind of late
And I'm learning shit right now that
People learned earlier
Yea
Yo
Yo
Yea yea
Yuh
Huh
Yea l am late bloomer
But nonetheless
I'm a flower
With more than some pussy power
Deeper than carrying a child
I could
Carry every pain inside of me
Get disregarded
Disrespected
Neglected
And still find a way to smile
CauSe I'm pretty for a black girl
Why I can't I just be pretty
Niggas see that my heart is good
Then push me to make it gritty
Finally left out my momma house
I made it to La
Don't got followers like naked girls
But I stepped out on faith
And I
Still dont really fit in
But I give love regardless
I Usually keep a guard up
Try not to harden my heart up
So when I
Let it down
It's down for real
And I still
Choose love as my weapon
Even when Im being hated
I love the heartless
Can't help I like conversation and
Carin bout what matters to me
Asking people how they doing cause it really matters to me
Take a nice selfie
But I'd rather Catch a movie
Be with the same man forever
Loving with out strategy
I didn't ask to be here
But my purpose is what had to be
I hate when lame niggas
Play games then are dads to be
Cause they never change
Then have sons and daughters
Looking for they father
Who is just another mother f*cker
With nothing to teach
I could never preach
Cause then someone would say
I think I'm perfect
But I do know what I want in life
And I work to deserve it
Well
October is over
In 20 minutes
The first again
May have had 2 clients
All month
I'm hurt again
And I just found out my man
Ain't been on the up and up
I wish I could call my sister
Bet we don't be talkin much
Dad thinking its only niggas
My momma tries to understand
I know that it's bigger
I won't
Tell them I'm strugglin
My accounts are negative
Credit card in debt
Though it's hard I still get up
And give my life the best I can
I know this is how it goes
I try not to complain
Had to go outside my comfort zone
Or nothing would have changed
It's deeper than independence
My peace is on the line
Living in fear is hell
But this happiness is mine
Can't post nothing glamourous
Cause Im barely getting by
Yea
Everyday I breathe again
I just wanna do right
Yea
Refuse to live a life
Where
All I do is grind
They do it to be seen
But success be on mind
Deja Vu how I'm standing here
And y'all know every line
Stadium seat and arenas
Sellin out to feel my vibe
Yea
Yea yea
God gave me a vision
Chose me up in my mothers womb
So when I said
Why me
Honestly
I already knew
That life for me would be different
But first it would be cruel
Mediocrity isn't for me
My spirit is the proof
When I walk I carry truth
Niggas don't know what to do
So most times I am alone
And the friends I have are few
Yuh